I fell for a guy named Ted

He has a brother named Ned

And when Ted wanted me in bed

Ned told me to spread

And I shot them both in their head

That Power, Ruined Kingdom

The power not meant for I,

But another indeed,

One that i have stolen before my time.

He once attempted to steal my soul,

And God wanted to have my child die

They both unsucessful, this is true.

All those whom roam live lives full of hunger, in more ways than one.

Yet days go by,

Sun always setting on this kingdom.

A queen unfit for a job such as this.

This unfit queen, repairing all lives,

All those whom roam live lives full of hunger, in more ways than one.

Hiding away in a castle of holes,

This unfit queen lays awake,

For two centries have passed,

Since the war faded, stealing a queen's love

And her children away.

Thus far, this unfit queen has ruled.

All those whom roam live lives full of hunger, in more ways than one.

A ruined kingdom, a power that must leave.

A hollow tree trunk,

None fallen, all theives.

Still they thrive with forsaken existance.

A flower stuck down,

But, all those whom roam live lives full of hunger, in more ways than one.

It Hurts

It hurts knowing the way you look at me,
Pure in anger and hatred.
I'm a monster,
But I still have feelings.
Weeping solenmy or not,
It still hurts knowing,
My views have changed,
You're the same.
Unforgiving, to the end.
I'm truely sorry you saw what you did,
I've never thought such horrid thoughts,
While you only wanted to show yours.
I never wanted you to see me that way.
But it's too late now,
You've seen.
And now I sit here,
Hurt, and myself completely rejected by your mind.
It happens every time,
I manage to disappear.
But for you, I wanted more.
I wanted to hear myself say sorry, and you to nod,
Angry with me, but willing to forgive.
I'm greedy, but that was my desire.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
Every reaction takes affect.
But you'll see me as revolting from now on.
I'll live on as an undesirable memory.
I opened my locked book to you,
But I see now I was wrong.
And I'm sorry that I've trusted you
All the hurt is a cause of me.
I'm sorry.

The Reality

I want you to hurt me,
The words I've throw around lightly,
A pebble in my hands.
Truely a bolder now,
Show me, crush me, tell me,
I'm a horrid creature.
I implore you, please,
Please, give me the pain I gave you,
Give me all, and ten-fold.
It will never be enough,
Chastise me.
Slap me with the reality I still so deeply crave.
But you instead, stay silent,
Still pining for the affection I can't seem to give you.
You're much too forgiving.
I truely carry remorse for the scars I've left.
I'm not what you should be served.

Peaceful Rein

It's a tormented paradice in my head
I'm floating to sink.
I'm suffocating,
Happiness and sadness flowing together.
I want this so badly,
I never want this feeling to end,
Like I'm gliding, yet bolted to the earth.

I watch as the notes swirl,
The beauty unseen.
The lines around, forming, to washing away.
I want this feeling to stick it's flight,
So cold it burns.
The clear smoke in my head filling my ears,
The white darkness is the feeling untouched.

Happiness and sadness together,
Intertwined,
I'm gliding, while bolted to the ground.
Gravity, the force unseen.
The faithless hope glimmers.
The silent noise, flickering.
It's a tormented paradice.
I want this so badly,
I want this feeling to continue,
Nover stop flowing.
I would die without.

Notes swirling,
Flowing through my soul.
This pain I want,
This pleasure consumed.
As the sound continues to silence all.
I want this loud silence never to stop.

I need what it gives.
My soul lives for this.

Poltergeist

Why do I always fall once more,
I don't want to feel broken.
Help me feel whole,
Let me forget these memories.

Chorus:
This day, this lexis
Reading all the manifestations
Revel in you're reminniscence
This is my creation.
My tormented ecstacy.

Engross in rancid rapture,
Hope for bleak desires,
The haunting ethreal.
Lingering is my soul,
The razed apparition.

Chorus

This is my creation.
My tormented ecstacy.
Contributing to the putrid trepidation,
Longing for the hopless.
Reading all the wrong manifestations.
Help me caress.
Let me feel as

Chorus

Frozen in time,
Unable to scream for entity
The essence destryed,
As I mourn over you for eternity.
Mortality separating us though vast reality.

Chours

This is my creation x2
My tormented ecstacy.

It's Called Anger

Can you hear me?
This corpse laying here
Waiting no longer
The answer won't come
No one understands
Why do they try?
No, they don't even try!
They pretend to know
But know nothing of what they need
Why do they expect me to get their help?
Their advise?
I don't want it
I don't need it
They need to take their advise
They need to help themselves first
They shouldn't do it in a greedy way
But if they can't help themselves
They can't help me

Is This Bad?

Look at me now
All care free and shit
I don't know if this is good
It was before you left
I don't really care
I don't miss you
I know it's strange
Is this bad?
I don't know what to do
I feel empty without you
But i honestly don't miss you
Is this bad?
I really do care about you
But I don't miss you
This is all strange to me
But life continues, all and free
Thanks for trying to help
But I never really needed it
Whatever, you're gone for now
And when you come back I hope it's the same
They'll welcome you with open arms
But I won't
I don't miss you now
I seriously do care about you
But you have them
Is this bad?
I hope you understand

My All

I can't think
My thoughts are blurred
I wish I wouldn't shrink
I wish to be heard
Nothing's the same
I tried to tell
Those beautiful flames
They came from hell
I wish I could tell you
All that's on my mind
It's all what's true
You're one of a kind

Everything I Want

I wish to glide the world
Be at home
Make my own
I wish to think ahead
Be brave again
Be myself without dread
I wish to relive my sorrow
See no tomorrow
Be once more
I wish to see far away
Dread no day
See my face
I wish to do what must be done
See everyone
Believe there's something more
I wish to relive again
Fly away and pretend
Sleep forever just once
I wish for something to do
To be with only you
And to see the new living day
I've wished for love, and dread
To live again
To see the new ever-lasting
But when I think of you
And everything I want
My stomach winds up in knots