Everything I Want

I wish to glide the world
Be at home
Make my own
I wish to think ahead
Be brave again
Be myself without dread
I wish to relive my sorrow
See no tomorrow
Be once more
I wish to see far away
Dread no day
See my face
I wish to do what must be done
See everyone
Believe there's something more
I wish to relive again
Fly away and pretend
Sleep forever just once
I wish for something to do
To be with only you
And to see the new living day
I've wished for love, and dread
To live again
To see the new ever-lasting
But when I think of you
And everything I want
My stomach winds up in knots