How Deep

How deep will she carve it?
How will we know?
Will she take another hit
For everything we show
We haven't hurt her yet
she seems to have her head in the way
I can tell she's not, I bet
I bet she can't stay
How deep will this cave my soul?
How deeply do I miss her?
But still I await
I want to be free
But now she's trapped
I know she hurt me
But show I help her tap
Tap into the strength she knew
Some how must I show her?
I don't know anymore
How long will this go on?
Why have I known this?
Should I reall stop her from pretending?
How deep will this scar me?
How deep do I think?
Am I underminding
The things to be free?
Should I really sink?
Sink to my heart and help the one
The one that hurt me so
How deep is this strange thought