Real

Hi how are you? Nice to know
Everything in my life
Is now made of snow
I hope you care when I grab a knife
I hope you will come to save my life
I'm sorry for doing this
But it must be done
I don't know a death kiss
I'm taking this gun
I'm letting go of everything
So I'm sorry to say
But everyday
I want to be free
now say good-bye
I must be me
Everything that takes part of me
Nothing is everything
When it's part of my life
I've lied to you
But you stayed by my side
But that was a lie
I know who you are
Now let me go
You're poisining me
I'm under the snow
I must know, why you've done this to me
I'm taking this gun, so I can be free

Not Anymore

Blood covered lies
I don't know what happened
I was unique
But not anymore
It was taken away
Now I'm seen as a mere reflection
This is the end
I can't take this
Not anymore
I can't believe one by one they stole
Everything that made me
I was different
But not anymore
I didn't mind it at first
But now I have nothing
Nobody knows
I'm going to have to let go
I could hold on
But not anymore
I can't believe this!
I must let go!
This is the end!
No more than a bunch of fake friends!
The place where I hide
My mirror
My suicide