Peaceful Rein

It's a tormented paradice in my head
I'm floating to sink.
I'm suffocating,
Happiness and sadness flowing together.
I want this so badly,
I never want this feeling to end,
Like I'm gliding, yet bolted to the earth.

I watch as the notes swirl,
The beauty unseen.
The lines around, forming, to washing away.
I want this feeling to stick it's flight,
So cold it burns.
The clear smoke in my head filling my ears,
The white darkness is the feeling untouched.

Happiness and sadness together,
Intertwined,
I'm gliding, while bolted to the ground.
Gravity, the force unseen.
The faithless hope glimmers.
The silent noise, flickering.
It's a tormented paradice.
I want this so badly,
I want this feeling to continue,
Nover stop flowing.
I would die without.

Notes swirling,
Flowing through my soul.
This pain I want,
This pleasure consumed.
As the sound continues to silence all.
I want this loud silence never to stop.

I need what it gives.
My soul lives for this.