It's Called Anger

Can you hear me?
This corpse laying here
Waiting no longer
The answer won't come
No one understands
Why do they try?
No, they don't even try!
They pretend to know
But know nothing of what they need
Why do they expect me to get their help?
Their advise?
I don't want it
I don't need it
They need to take their advise
They need to help themselves first
They shouldn't do it in a greedy way
But if they can't help themselves
They can't help me

Is This Bad?

Look at me now
All care free and shit
I don't know if this is good
It was before you left
I don't really care
I don't miss you
I know it's strange
Is this bad?
I don't know what to do
I feel empty without you
But i honestly don't miss you
Is this bad?
I really do care about you
But I don't miss you
This is all strange to me
But life continues, all and free
Thanks for trying to help
But I never really needed it
Whatever, you're gone for now
And when you come back I hope it's the same
They'll welcome you with open arms
But I won't
I don't miss you now
I seriously do care about you
But you have them
Is this bad?
I hope you understand

My All

I can't think
My thoughts are blurred
I wish I wouldn't shrink
I wish to be heard
Nothing's the same
I tried to tell
Those beautiful flames
They came from hell
I wish I could tell you
All that's on my mind
It's all what's true
You're one of a kind

Everything I Want

I wish to glide the world
Be at home
Make my own
I wish to think ahead
Be brave again
Be myself without dread
I wish to relive my sorrow
See no tomorrow
Be once more
I wish to see far away
Dread no day
See my face
I wish to do what must be done
See everyone
Believe there's something more
I wish to relive again
Fly away and pretend
Sleep forever just once
I wish for something to do
To be with only you
And to see the new living day
I've wished for love, and dread
To live again
To see the new ever-lasting
But when I think of you
And everything I want
My stomach winds up in knots