All Life As We Know It

They get upset
The lies have been descovered
But they loved those lies
Why is it,
Everyone wants to know the truth
But they won't dare breathe it in
They won't let it take over
They wish for the truth to slap them
But they desire the lies to go on
The ones where love is everything
The one where money is what rules the world
The one where they can get what they want
They truth is,
Sex is what they want
Money is just paper with posted values
And you can't get what you want
Some times, no matter how hard you try
I live in the truth
The unbound fantasy of reality
They taste for blood never leaving the soil
The disaster zone of corpses
The untrue hope of the never coming
The truth of the world
I don't want to go through another tomorrow
Why don't you understand?
I'm different than them
I need love
I need hope
I understand and see the truth

Questions Of Life

If one thing could ever happen
What would you wish it to be?
Could I fly away and be at peace?
Just for one second of blissful thought?
I've desired that
It'll never come
But there's something I could dream of
Every night I lay awake
I jut think of things that can happen
Of course, things that can't as well
But I hate the feeling of plotting
I plan my vengence
The day I can repay everything
But those times are out of reach
I don't have the heart to settle the scores
As for those whom I need
Do I simply let go?
Do I ask for another chance?
Would I blow it again, if I was given another chance?
Possibly so
What do I do?
What would you do?
The presous things of my life
I cling to them for the touch of earth
But I'm forced to let go
I'm broken again
How do I keep fixing myself?
Can I do it again?
Could I kill those whom kill me?
Could I bring life to those like me?
How can I help the world?
How can I help me?

When The World Falls Apart

The darkness speaks as if referring to the dates
The dates of the dark mad days
The days that those whom dared appose it became part of it
The days that hold onto me
Do I deserve to be set free?
No, I don’t think so
But I don’t think I have the right to judge
Will anyone set me free?
This is all broken
The mirror
The image of the world falls from where it stands
I don’t know if this means it’s time
Scratch and tear me up
Hurry, make this aching stop
My mind must go blank
Erase all the memories
Those that no one remembers
I don’t need any help with my life that has never existed
Just leave as long as you can
Tell me what it’s like to be outside

Burning

This is all I can feel
I’m burning
Burning until there’s nothing left
Ashes laying on the ground
Left behind from the embers
Like garbage unneeded for anything
I don’t know what’s being burned along with me
All I know is that it isn’t you
Let me burn!
Burn me to the stake!
I don’t care why
I know what I’ve done
So me the favor
Rid the world of unneeded ashes
Let me go into the air
I know that doesn’t really get rid of me
But if that’s the best you can do
Then, by all means, do it

Fake Love

What else can I put?
I don’t understand what real love is
Do you think you can teach me?
Is that even possible?
I don’t think so
So why do I listen to you?
Tell me you love me
But don’t say a lie
What if you must do both?
What if you had to do what I said?
What if it really is a lie?
What will you do then?
Just tell me that you don’t love me
Just remember to say those three words
That’s all I ask
Please

Untitled

The world has decided to divide in two
Nothing is what it seems
That’s true
But if everything was it wouldn’t be
Everything it’s meant
Do you see?
Why question the truth?
Why even go up against what you feel?
Can’t you see anything past those lies?
Don’t you even want to try?
If you don’t that’s fine with me
I’m not the one that can make you see
Everything that goes by everyday
I wish we weren’t miles away
Nothing is what it seems
That’s the truth
Something that no one can change
Though they try to, I admit
The rearranged
The lies
Those whom commit
Don’t try to scratch yourself off the list
I’m not your savior
I’m hardly your friend…

The Crying Sky

Rain drops are falling
But the reason is the most obvious
The sky is sad
It’s crying because everything’s bad
No one notices these things
And dismisses a child’s warning
The sky is crying
It won’t stop until morning
They think of there own problems
Not the ones to come
But the sky sees everything that’s happening
The horrid, a change
What we destroy
What we rearrange
But everyone’s too busy with their own oncoming doom
They can’t see the sky, and the way it glooms
Overhead the people high above
They’re crying
Like the sky
They know the doom to come
They foresee everything that’s happening
Everything that will be
But we are doomed
We, you and me

Through Everything

Telling me everything
Everything you hide inside
Making me the blame
I don’t know why you tell them
Their nothing but pure lies
But honestly I’ll tell you
I haven’t left your side
I’ve never hated you
No matter how many times you hurt me
I didn’t know why
I didn’t want to know
I just wanted to disappear
I wish it wasn’t loyalty
It made me stay when everything went wrong
It’s doing the same thing now
I don’t understand why I don’t have free will
I want to leave everything behind
I can’t believe you told them lies
Made me the horrid foe
But even though you lied about me
I never hurt you in return
I still think there are other reasons
But I won’t bother to look
I never thought of you badly
I’ll always love you

Hello Dear Conscience

Hello Dear Conscience
I haven’t talked to you in a while
I was too busy being someone I wasn’t
Trying to please everyone but myself, and you
Hello Dear Conscience
I miss the way we would think about the strangest things
I miss the way we solved problems
Those that didn’t exist
Hello Dear Conscience
I’m really sorry for listening to the world
You’re the only true friend I’ve ever had
Why didn’t I listen to you?
I don’t know
Hello Dear Conscience
I wish we could talk like we used to
About things that didn’t exist
About things we wanted to happen
About the happy endings we wanted
About what death would be like
Hello Dead Conscience
Nothing could break our bond before
What really did get between us?
I know you know, because you’re always there
Even when I told you not to be
Hello Dear Conscience
I hope you’ll forgive me
Help me dream about things once more
Help me see what I’ve always wanted
Hello Dear Conscience
I wish I could tell you that
But, I’m sorry, I can’t
This is really hard for me to say, but…
Good-bye Dear Conscience

Wring Me Of Life

Wring the life from my hopeless corpse
It makes you happy, at least or most
Nothing can seem so annoying to thee
Wring the last of my life from me
I see the morning come and go
I notice, and let the blood flow
Off my finger tips and into the mud
What can you do? What have you done?
I don’t understand many, many things
But please, continue to wring the life from me
I wanted to see the world, experience life anew
But life isn’t complete without you
So tell the world of your treacherous victory
I’m letting you wring the life from me
I don’t care of emotions anymore
I cried them all away; I have nothing in my core
Letting my life get wringed away
Rinse my heart, a good time or two
But as long as I get away from you
As I let time pass away
I’m hoping I don’t make it to the other day
So please, go on, wring the life from me
But the truth will come back until it’s free
Think of what you say next time
You will pay for your crime
So go on ahead, wring my life from my soul
Take me from this world
Drop me off another street
But the end, you soon will meet
Thank you for everything you’ve done
Splashing my undoing, into your fun
But once you’ve wringed the life from me
All I'll do is say, “You’ve, now, set me free.”