Broken

Broken hearts
Broken minds
Broken souls
Broken lives
Watch them fall to pieces
Blood as tears
Water not air
Cracking stone
Everything is no where
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
To see something not real
What is fear?
Nothing needs to heal
Watch her run through the white forest
Crimson foot prints led the way
But he can't make it
Watch her fall to the depths
Broken hearts
Broken minds
Broken souls
Broken lives
Broken smiles
Broken cries
Broken truths
Broken lies

Fallen Angel Slayer

A blood-stain tear falls
Darkness grows and consumes
Blood filled puddles form
Nothingness absorbs
Falling into itself
Colapsing forever
The light at the end,
Never existed
The hope for us all,
Was a myth
The lives we live,
Were all fantisies
Fallen angels whisper
Their tears fall, and fill the sky,
Like blood,
From their eyes
Nothing is real
I kill my kind
I am the Fallen Angel Slayer

Nothingness

Nothingness; an empty dream
No lfe to look foward to
No hope to live
No past to learn from
Darkness doesn't fore-fill it's needs
It stands there;
Taking nothing, leaving nothing
Being nothing!
But isn't nothing, something?
Nothingness falls and fills
What is it?
When will it leave?

Rage

Rage comsumes me
Before you tell me to calm down,
Fuck off!!
Dammit! Leave me alone!
You don't understand
You never will
So, leave me alone!
I don't care anymore
Let me fall into this pit of self-distruction
Nothing, no one can unlock this cage
I just want to be alone
But thank you,
If you wait for me,
To come back.

Soul Stealing Mirror

No soul of my own
The emptiness is in me
I try to fill in the dark hole; my heart
But it seems endless
No soul of my own
Cannot find what I need
A thought, a life
To make me real
But this think fog of night
I am the empty void
No soul of my own
My mirror helps me find my way
But it's not enough
I want to stay
Here in a world that becomes
But I'm nothing
And without a soul
I can't become anything
So I'm still holding,
The Soul Stealing Mirror

Peaceful Escape

Death is an escape from life
So why are there so many that fear it?
The silver friend, my blade, a knife
I stare at how it peirces though my skin
And crimson regret falls to the floor
I never said good bye to anyone
As the crimson liquid pours out more
Now my life is done
No one by my side, but it was a lie
My suicide...

Fallen Angel

It pours down her pale face,
Like tears that can never take his place
Now she wonders alone
She died for him
But does he even know?
The blood which was once pure
Now taited by love
While he cries over her grave,
She watches from above
He always knew what she was
But he never let go,
Of the fallen angel that he loved
Now the land is covered by snow,
Like his heart
He wrote good-byes to everyone
He knew his life was done
He cut himself just for her
And once again the ground was stain
He never let go,
His love was always the same

Do You Think?

I don’t care what you say
I will be free one day!
I’m not a slave
But I am brave!
I write stories on this one page
I will kill without my rage
I don’t understand!
Why people are mean
Why they ban
I’m normal, right?
I’m not a bright light
I’m just like you!
What do you do?
When you become different
Do you try to fit in?
Or do you understand
That people can be cruel
No matter who rules
I don’t care anymore
So as I write this to you all
I spread my blood across my wall
Don’t you see?
What you’ve done to me?

My Grief

I don't cry because of sarrow
Nor for pain or suffering
I don't wish to die because of sins
Nor for famine or love
I don't want to escape because of misory
Nor for death or hatred
I just want to bleed
Like everyone else
I want to live normal life
But I don't know if I ever can
I can't tell you what I'm writing this
Because you might become afraid
I can't tell you why I'm writing either
Because I promised myself I wouldn't
I might make you fear this
But I shall break my promise
I am writing good-bye
I am writing this because I'm never coming back
So now I sit here
With this infront of me writing away
While a grip a knife toward the wrist that moves my hand across this page
I shall cut myself
And watch me bleed
Because what I like more next to causing pain
Is the sport of feeling it
I slip into the darkness
As I write these last few words
Good-bye crule world
Good-bye

No Where To Go

I feel like I'm falling down an endless flaw
I don't know what I'm doing here
All I am is gone
I can't remember where I'm going
These are the words I wrote
All I know is that I never should have come
Nothing makes sense
I wish the pain would disappear
Go away forever
Never bother me again
But I know the pain will stay
So why do i wish?
Why do I try to escape?
There's no hope
So why do I try to find it?
I won't find out anything if I stay
So why don't I just leave?
These questions might never be answered
But if they're never asked
Then no one will try to find out what's missing

Gone

Dark clouds wonder
Warning us about a coming storm they bring
I walk into my house
I sit in the large, dark room, alone
It feel so empty without the people here
I listen to the rain as it falls
I ponder the thought about nothing
While walking down my lonely halls
I don't know what's going on
But I'm here
So I continue being me

Rose Of Life

Don't you... remember her?
It's like a rose... life i mean...
It comes and goes and comes again...
Don't try to forget...
If you remember her...
Then help life...
Bring her back
With the rose of life...

Simple

Simple is what we all are
We just make everything complicated
We make each other miserable
Simple is saying how we feel flat out
But no!
No one ever does anything the simple way
I hate them all...
All of the people who won't be themselves
Just be simple... and be yourself...

Darkness Shall Be

I know about it's plans
It talks from the shadows in the sands
It will kill everything
I'll be the last one standing
It will destroy
You used it as a toy
Now it's getting revenge
You won't be avenged
I won't get in it's way
It will be nothing but dark one day
I'll see it taking over
No luck on four leaf clovers
I'll watch it kill
But I won't help, I'll stay still
See you in the after-life
I'll join you soon, using my knife
The world's new masterIs the darkness and disaster

The Game Of No Return

Every time she opened up
She got hurt
So she stayed in the dark
She cried her tears of blood
In her mirror of solitude
No one noticed her
Even when she was right in front of them
They passed by her
Her only friend was the darkness
The darkness that she grew up in
She was alone in the world
So she played the game of no return
She was alone when it happened
She took a gun and shot the mirror
She took the glass and stabbed herself
And with her tears of blood
Said good-bye to her only friend
Now everyone knows her
It's a bit too late now
She played the game of no return

Not A Good Friend

I know what you want
But I don’t have that
I know what you need
But that’s something I can’t give
You said you were my friend
And I tried to help you
But when I asked you for help
You said you can’t
I asked you why
You said I wasn’t a good friend
I told you how I tried to help you
You smiled and walk away
But now that I notice
It’s too late
You were right
I’m not a good friend

Nothing

I know what I am
You don’t have to remind me
I’m nothing
But you should know how that feels
Being alone
You gave me the feeling from the beginning
It’s all your fault
But you can’t remember who you gave the curse to
You probably don’t care either
I hate you
And I always will
So just leave me alone
Since you gave me this curse
Now that you know
I can tell
By that look on you face
You should just go to hell

Dear Someone

I know who you are
I know you know me
You told me so many lies
And I believed them
I wished that you would love me
But you lied about that
I told myself to keep hoping
To keep loving
But now you’re gone
With my heart in your hands
I never said good-bye
And neither did you
You left me there in the dark alone
But now I know you never cared
Today..
Right now..
I say good-bye
Forever…

Always There

I say hello
But you pass me by
I’ve always been there for you
When you needed me most
But you never thank me
I tell you the truth
But you never listen
I stand beside you
But you never turn my way
I help you up
But you push me away
I can’t stand around without asking
But I know you’d never answer
I might die
But you wont care
I was always there
But you never noticed
I say good-bye
But it’s too late for that
I’m not here anymore
But do you even regret never seeing me?
I’m gone
But I’ll always be there for you

Even If You're The One I Love

You laughed at me
You called me names
While I bled myself
For someone like you
I’ll make you pay
For all you’ve done
Even if you’re the one I love
I’ll make sure
Out of everything
I will be your demise
You cant escape
You shall die
You were my defeat
But not anymore
Now crumble to my feet
I’ll destroy you myself
I’ll make you pay
Out of everything
For all you’ve done
Even if you’re the one I love